What is your normal mode? Or, what was your normal mode before being locked in your house 24/7? Can you say that your normal mode was what you wanted it to be, or could it use improvement? I think everyone’s normal mode could use improvement regardless of where they are in life.
Your most constant state, the way you live or lived most of your life from day to day is something we don’t look at as seriously as we can or should. By that, I mean we should look at what we’re doing most in our normal mode and whether or not we want to seriously continue down the path that will lead to the projection you imagine. Where will your normal mode lead you?